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We're not the same, dear, as we used to be.
The seasons have changed and so have we.
There was little we could say, and even less we could do
To stop the ice from getting thinner under me and you.
We bury our love in the wintery grave
A lump in the snow was all that remained.
But we stayed by its side as the days turned to weeks
And the ice kept getting thinner with every word that we'd speak.
And when spring arrived
We were taken by surprise when the floes under our feet bled into the sea
And nothing was left for you and me.
We're not the same, dear,
And it seems to me
There's nowhere we can go
With nothing underneath.
And it saddens me to say
But we both know, well, it's true
That the ice was getting thinner
Under me and you.
The ice was getting thinner
Under me and you.
I guess this song sums up pretty much how i feel. Every detail of my emotions.
Two weeks of trying, two weeks of failing. Two weeks treading water in the deep ends, two weeks of suffocation. Two weeks of pain, two weeks of helplessness.
There are only two things you do when you're treading water: 1) with determination and a whole lot of suffering, you'll get out eventually. 2) stop moving and helplessly watch yourself drown. | | |
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Nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
Wow it feels like forever since i last blogged, I don't even know how to use this anymore! I probably need a new layout or summin ;) So i guess i'll just give a summary of what happened so far in 2010 :)
Wavehouse was amazing, one of the best nights in my life! Well, not exactly with all the shit that went on but it was a blast :)
   
  Ah fuck this, im way too lazy to do this shit .
When you left, i thought i could hold on. I thought i could fight for what i believed in, for what i wanted to believe that would work. It was kind of obvious in the start that it was just a fantasy and that was sadly, true . It's hard looking back at the photos that bring back such painful yet beautiful memories. But you, me and everyone else knows that i will always love you and that will never change .
But for the meantime, God has brought me to a different light .
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| Why can't you be the least bit sensitive about my feelings you self-centred bastard. All you care about is what the best is for YOU, how YOU can benefit from the situation or how YOU always win in everything. For once, im asking you to think about how other people are affected by not only your actions, but what you say to them. For instance, me. Have you ever considered what I have to go through every time we do something wrong? I obviously don't mind taking the blame, that's for sure. But do not tell me how I am getting YOU into trouble and how I’m being a pain in the ass. Oh please, I wish you knew what I was going through then maybe you would stick your big fat airhead up your own shithole. On a brighter note, i've been having a blast the past few weeks. & so i guess getting grounded is a sign that i should fucking calm now and stop my bullshit :( Batam Batam was so amazing! One whole day of wakeboarding, lazing around in the sun and wonderful music, what more would you ask for? :) Met Colin, Darren, Kim & Nick at Harbourfront thingy and took a ferry to Batam then took a bus. The boards at the cable place were shit but other than that, it was an amazing day :) 
  
Attica & Zouk   
  
Big Splash Party @ Ski360! Free flow of drinks and food, an hour trail of wakebaording and loads of games and music! It was awesome! Swimming and other shit was fun and dancing was hilarious :P I miss it so much! After that, sleepover at Vanessa's place with Kim, Amanda and Louisa!!! Wakeboarding the next day again! :) 
 Oh, MAX IS HERE. & i'm piercing tomorrow... if i dare :P | | |
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