So i just wrote a really long blog entry but it got deleted so i'm not even gonna bother rewriting it. Screw Xanga. Here are some pictures since im too lazy to deal with words.

SCARLET SHIBUYA
When Nick fell asleep outside the club
Kim broke her heels
Max and Shyaza were kind of in their own little world
We bumped into keasberry on the floor, drunk.
& justin and I were still in there partying at 4am to I Will Survive!

scarlet shibuya party 28th august

I know you want me

Why can't you be the least bit sensitive about my feelings you self-centred bastard. All you care about is what the best is for YOU, how YOU can benefit from the situation or how YOU always win in everything. For once, im asking you to think about how other people are affected by not only your actions, but what you say to them. For instance, me. Have you ever considered what I have to go through every time we do something wrong? I obviously don't mind taking the blame, that's for sure. But do not tell me how I am getting YOU into trouble and how I’m being a pain in the ass. Oh please, I wish you knew what I was going through then maybe you would stick your big fat airhead up your own shithole.

On a brighter note, i've been having a blast the past few weeks. & so i guess getting grounded is a sign that i should fucking calm now and stop my bullshit :(

Batam

Batam was so amazing! One whole day of wakeboarding, lazing around in the sun and wonderful music, what more would you ask for? :) Met Colin, Darren, Kim & Nick at Harbourfront thingy and took a ferry to Batam then took a bus. The boards at the cable place were shit but other than that, it was an amazing day :)

Attica & Zouk

Big Splash Party @ Ski360!

Free flow of drinks and food, an hour trail of wakebaording and loads of games and music! It was awesome! Swimming and other shit was fun and dancing was hilarious :P I miss it so much! After that, sleepover at Vanessa's place with Kim, Amanda and Louisa!!! Wakeboarding the next day again! :)

Oh, MAX IS HERE. & i'm piercing tomorrow... if i dare :P

Natty's 19th birthday
Dinner @ Borgo and Shinobu



 


  

 





WAKEBOARDING started on monday :) Freaking awesome! There's only 6 of us- Justin, Marcus, Kim, Hanley & Nick but dammit it's so much fun. On monday we went to Holland V after wakeboarding. Had mexican food and we were so fucking bored (we played all the games we had in mind already) so we decided to go on a scavenger hunt. Nick and i were in one team, Justin & Vanessa, Kim & Marcus and Megan & Ilisha.

 
 
 
 
 


So, here we go!

1) Stand on a table


2) Take a picture with a waiter/waitress


3) Take a picture with a bald guy


4) Take a picture with a chinese, indian and white person
 
 


5) Buy the cheapest beer you can find without using IC.


6) Pose behind an ice cream counter wearing either the hat or the apron


7) Get someone's number


8) Take a picture with a construction worker
 

9) Get an umbrella (Steal one, borrow one, buy one...)

10) HUG SOMEONE!


So wednesday after wakeboarding we watched Transformers. Which was fucking boring. It was actually alright at the beginning but i kinda fell asleep towards the end.. walked around and i got very angry after that. Stupid fucking Zara.



Okay that's it! At justin's house now. I'm smelly and sticky like fuck. Oh! I went on the KICKER today! FUCKINGGGG AWESOME!

I have decided that right now, at this point in my life, I want to give myself to people. Give myself to everyone in every possible way even if it meant doing or saying the smallest things to make their day. This obviously starts with giving myself all the love, care that I have and wanting the best for myself in everything I do. Living life to the fullest and taking every opportunity I’ve got. Saying things to the people who mean the most to me and not waiting till it's too late. Like mom would always say, "I'm not going to be here forever.. No one will" & I think what I’m going through now really gives me a good example of why I shouldn’t wait and put everything off to the last minute. I think I’ve been a real procrastinator with everything I do. I'm too lazy, tired and I come up with all the reasons to put it off till the last minute. As I learn to treat myself with the respect I deserve, I’ll then learn how to provide for other people. Because when I make the ones I love happy or when they are happy, it's the most amazing experience ever sharing that happiness with them. I've thought about this long and hard and I have been just thinking about it so I want to take action and do it. I hope God will guide me through this. It's so important that I learn how to appreciate the things I have now before it's all gone.